Itchy

Updated profile Feb 14

Hello there! I´m Emily and I am a 29-y-o girl from Sweden! I am mostly a happy girl, but sometimes I have a hard time with my anxiety. I hate it, but at the same time it makes me creative, I feel so relaxed when I´m doing ATC:S.

I love swaps and snail-mail, and I am so happy that my bestie showed my this site, a long time ago. I have been a member here for a long time, but I have had periods in my life when I have been hospitalized.

I have a hard time with my anxiety, but really it is some sort of anxiety, when I am "nojjig", I am nojjig and fear everything. Fear of losing control over stuff, and all that fears that I am having, makes me all anxious, and when I get "nojjig" and I use to say that I am in the "nojje-world", everything comes to me. All that stuff that I noticed when I was "un-nojji" but didn´t do anything about. Comes to me from my unconscious and shows me all things that I have missed to do. And then I lose the control. And sometimes I nojj about all letters that I have sent, and soemtimes I think of every letter, and trying to remember if there was something wrong with it. But I guess it´s all fine, it´s just me who are "nojjig". But a good thing is that i always feel good the day after a nojje-day! :)

Anyways, I love swap-bot, because it gives me new opportunities to meet ppl from all around the world. I love to make a package or letter to someone, and really read on their profiles what they like, and I always send something extra!

Also, I have a very messy hand-writing, it depends on my mood, but that´s just me, I am a messy girl you know. A bit comfused sometimes, but I am trying my best and do a good swap.

I love to do ATC:S , I have a special style when it comes to ATC:s, I do mostly girls, angels, fairies or ballerinas. They are often sewed Like a sewed ballerina, I am broken but I am still dancing.

I also like to do rainbow loom bracelets, but also doing small dragons, small things like sushi rolls or stars.

And painting with acrylic color is something that haven´t done for a while, the same with jewellery, Now I mostly do ATC:S

A: Angels, ATC, Alice in Wonderland

B: Butterflies, Ballerinas, Bookmarks

C: Cats, Coca-cola-things, Cozy evening home with hot chocolate and cozy socks, cookies, Clips

D: Dandelions, Dancing when I feel happy,

E: Ephemera, Extras,

F: Fairies, Friends for ever,

G: Galaxy,

H: Hot chocolate, Horror-themed, Happy mail, Hello kiitty

I: Inchies

J: Jewellery, Just sitting and make an ATC or other art, Jelly candy

K: Kawaii,

L: Letters, letter-paper

M: Mood for making stuff,

N: Notepads, Norwegian forest cats

O: Orchids, Old pin-up commercials

P: Postcards, Pin-ups, Purple,

Q: ? :D

R: Random things, Rainbow loom bracelets, Red

S: Stickers, Snail-mail, Scary, Steam-punk, second hand, Space, Stationary

T: Tea, Twinchies

U: UFO:s

V: VIdeo-games, VIntage

W: Washi-tape

X: ? :D

Y: Yarn (embroidery)

Z: Zentangles

• Chocolate, both candy and hot chocolate.
• Jelly
• coca-cola-tasted candy
• Tea , any (I am not picky)
• Coffee with any tastes

I just type some genres here, or else the list would be to long... ( I love all kinds of music, it's really mixed up)

• Rock
• Alternative rock
• Rap metal
• Hip-hop
• Synth
• Techno
• Videogame music
• Film music
• Pop
• Melancholy

My favourite author is the swedish John Ajvide Lindqvist, he has written some horror-novels, and a movie made after the book: Let the right one in.

I also like memoirs in all kinds.

But after that, I don't have a favorite author, I guess I can blame myself for having such a hard time to focus sometimes.

• Horror
• Drama
• Thriller
• Comedy
• Fantasy
• Animated

My fav movies in all time:

• Forrest Gump
• Fried green tomatoes
• The Lion king
• Inside out
• Flight plan
• Hanniball
• Saw
• Scream
• Let the right one in
• Alice in wonderland
• The bridge to Therabithia
• Narnia
• Harry Potter And a lot more..

• Simpsons
• Australia border security
• Cooking-shows
• Quiz-programs
• Singing and talent shows

That was all about me.

If you haven´t got anything from me, just contact me and I am happy to resend. And I always rate when I get something!

Take care, and Stay safe,

Emily