Swap-bot Time: August 2, 2021 7:52 am


Date Joined: June 7, 2020
Last Online: December 2, 2020
Birthday: November 1, 1989
Country: United States

About Me

High there, I’m Claire! ☆


She/her, 30 years young. You can also call me Claire Bear, Horror, Mi-ok, or Bear. 🧸 I'm from a really small, redneck town in Oklahoma. 🇺🇸 And I grew up on a cattle farm! But now I live in Denver and work at a public library. I'm a Scorpio, ENFJ, Enneagram type 4, and probably a Ravenclaw. ♏ I'm a huge sleepyhead. I spend a lot of time at home on YouTube, smoking weed, or just hanging out with my cats, Clementine and Ozzy. I'm part Korean and I've always been interested in traveling there and learning the language.
why hello smoke

You can find me here:
- snapchat
- letterboxd
- tiktok
- myanimelist
- goodreads: horroradorer
- Apple Music: horroradorer
see you add me


✧・゚: ✧・゚: Swap-bot-Specific Info :・゚✧:・゚✧

If my letter/package doesn't get to you: Please let me know! I would never not send a swap, so it may be lost in the mail. I've had some issues with the postal service since quarantine. Please message me or comment and we can figure it out together! 🙃

If for some reason something arrives with postage due, I'm still trying to learn how everything works and I apologize. I'm working hard to not let that happen but if it does, write me and I will make it right. I can send you some stamps to make up for it inside a personalized apology note or whatever you’d like.

I also use an envelope moistener if I seal your note or letter so please don't worry that I'm licking stuff and sending it your way during a pandemic! I do try to keep your stuff as safe as possible.

Ratings are up to date as of the afternoon of 08/21/2020.


My aesthetics are varied but I really like: babydoll/babygirl, comfy/cozycore, country, dark hippie, drugcore, grunge, grunge lolita, health goth, holosexual, minimal, nugoth, pastel goth, pastel grunge, punk, scene, soft dark, soft grunge, space / galaxy, tomboy, weird. Lots of love for the 70s and 90.
grunge indie 70s cozy

Some character types I might describe myself as are: adorkable, aggressive submissive, brilliant but lazy, broken bird, cloud cuckoo lander, cool big sis, creepy loner girl, cuckoldress, cute bookworm, dark magical girl, dark mistress, darudere, dojikko, farmer’s daughter, feminine but tough, girl next door, good bad girl, goth gf, granola girl, hiyakasudere, honey trap, hot librarian, loveable alpha bitch, manic pixie dream girl, nemuidere, one of the boys, the Ophelia, pretty freeloader, shy blue-haired girl, spoiled sweet, sugar-and-ice, the tease, tomboy with a girly streak, undere, unkempt beauty, the woobie.
tomboy spoiled princess bookworm

Other interests and random likes include: animals, art, astrology, coding, computers, geography, gudetama, horror, internet culture, LUSH Cosmetics, making lists, museums, occult, paranormal, pets, rollerblading, spirituality, Studio Ghibli, supernatural, travel, true crime, urban legends, witchcraft
horror supernatural crime internet

My favorite colors are: black, blue, green, grey, pink, purple, and red.


✧・゚: ✧・゚: Quotes :・゚✧:・゚✧

“If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn't be. And what it wouldn't be, it would. You see?” - Lewis Carroll, Alice's Adventures in Wonderland & Through the Looking Glass

“Oh, don't go on like that!" cried the poor Queen, wringing her hands in despair. "Consider what a great girl you are. Consider what a long way you've come today. Consider what o'clock it is. Consider anything, only don't cry!" - Lewis Carroll, Alice's Adventures in Wonderland & Through the Looking Glass

"What else had you to learn?" "Well, there was mystery...mystery, ancient and modern, with Seaography...drawling, stretching and fainting in coils." - Lewis Carroll, Alice's Adventures in Wonderland & Through the Looking Glass

"Keep your temper," said the Caterpillar. "You'll get used to it in time," and it put the hookah into its mouth and began smoking again. - Lewis Carroll, Alice's Adventures in Wonderland & Through the Looking Glass

caterpillar alice mad hatter white rabbit

"My feet will want to walk to where you are sleeping but I shall go on living." - Pablo Neruda
sad girl dreaming

“Fairy tales are more than true: not because they tell us that dragons exist, but because they tell us that dragons can be beaten.” - Neil Gaiman, Coraline

other mother tunnel

“Admit it. You aren’t like them. You’re not even close. You may occasionally dress yourself up as one of them, watch the same mindless television shows as they do, maybe even eat the same fast food sometimes. But it seems that the more you try to fit in, the more you feel like an outsider, watching the “normal people” as they go about their automatic existences. For every time you say club passwords like “Have a nice day” and “Weather’s awful today, eh?”, you yearn inside to say forbidden things like “Tell me something that makes you cry” or “What do you think deja vu is for?”. Face it, you even want to talk to that girl in the elevator. But what if that girl in the elevator (and the balding man who walks past your cubicle at work) are thinking the same thing? Who knows what you might learn from taking a chance on conversation with a stranger? Everyone carries a piece of the puzzle. Nobody comes into your life by mere coincidence. Trust your instincts. Do the unexpected. Find the others…” - Timothy Leary
open mind free thinking


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Animation / Comedy / Crime / Documentary / Drama / Fantasy / Horror / Musicals / Mystery / Science fiction / Thriller
A Field in England, A Tale of Two Sisters, Alice in Wonderland, Almost Famous, American Psycho, Angst, Antichrist, Assassination Nation, Audition, Black Swan, Bone Tomahawk, Candyman, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Evil Dead, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Frontier(s), Get Out, Ginger Snaps, Grabbers, Hereditary, High Tension, It Follows, Labyrinth Leon the Professional, Let the Right One In, Martyrs, Murder Party, O Brother Where Are Thou, Possession, Psycho, Pulp Fiction, Raw, Ready or Not, Requiem for a Dream, Suspiria, Sweeney Todd, The Babadook, The Big Lebowski, The Exorcist, The Favourite, The Host, The Nightmare Before Christmas, The Others, The Phantom of the Opera, The Shining, The Silence of the Lambs, The Truman Show, The Witch, Trainspotting
labyrinth almost famous audition beetlejuice

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Anime / Animation / Comedy / Crime / Docuseries / Drama / Fantasy / Horror / Musical / Mystery / Reality / Science fiction / Thriller
Adventure Time, American Horror Story, Another, Arrested Development, Bob's Burgers, Death Note, Elfen Lied,It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia, Metalocalypse, Ouran High School Host Club, Parks and Recreation, Queer Eye, RuPaul's Drag Race, Serial Experiments Lain, South Park, The Haunting of Hill House
sunny ouran drag race bobs

✧・゚: ✧・゚: Books :・゚✧:・゚✧

Fantasy / Graphic novels / Historical fiction / Horror / Manga / Mysteries/Crime/Thrillers / Science fiction
Harrow County - Cullen Bunn, Regression - Cullen Bunn, Through the Woods - Emily Carroll, Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll, American Psycho by Bret Easton Ellis, The Ocean at the End of the Land - Neil Gaiman, The Beauty - Jeremy Haun, Locke & Key - Joe Hill, Brave New World - Aldous Huxley, Gyo - Junji Ito, Uzumaki - Junji Ito, The Outsider - Stephen King, Gideon Falls - Jeff Lemire, The Giver - Lois Lowry, Night Film - Marisha Pessl, Demon - Jason Shiga, Clean Room - Gail Simone
manga psycho

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Alternative Press, Bitch, BUST, Entertainment Weekly, iPhone Life, MOJO, Popular Science, Rolling Stone, Vanity Fair, WIRED, Women's Health
ad magazines

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Alternative / Americana / Classic rock / Country / Hard rock / Hip-Hop/Rap / Indie / Metal / Oldies / Pop / R&B / Rock / Soul/Funk
Aerosmith, Alice In Chains, Amy Winehouse, A Perfect Circle, Audioslave, The Beach Boys, The Beatles, Billie Eilish, Bill Withers, Blues Traveler, David Bowie, The Doors, The Eagles, Elton John, Eric Clapton, Erykah Badu, Fleetwood Mac, Garth Brooks, Incubus, Janis Joplin, Jimi Hendrix, Johnny Cash, Journey, Lauryn Hill, Led Zeppelin, Metallica, Nirvana, Patsy Cline, Paul Simon, Pearl Jam, Queen, Ray Charles, The Rolling Stones, Soundgarden, Stevie Wonder, Stone Temple Pilots, Sublime, System of a Down, Tenacious D, Tom Petty, TOOL, Tierra Whack, The Who, Willie Nelson
amy queen tool doors

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action-adventure / card games / dexterity and coordination games/ dominoes / guessing games / kart racing / lawn games / open-ended city building / paper-and-pencil games / platform / rhythm action / rpg / simulation / strategy / trivia games Fourth generation - sixth generation were my golden years for video games
Animal Crossing, Apples to Apples, Arkham Horror, backgammon, bowling, checkers, chess, Clue, Crash Bandicoot, darts, Donkey Kong, Grand Theft Auto, Guess Who, Guitar Hero, hanafuda, Kingdom Hearts, Lemmings, mancala, Mario, Oxygen Not Included, Pokemon, SimCity, The Sims, softball, Sonic the Hedgehog, Zelda
video game board game cards trivia

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dulcimer, guitar, harmonica, piano, vocal
piano guitar harmonica singing

✧・゚: ✧・゚: Crafts :・゚✧:・゚✧

art journal, baking, bullet journal, card making, cosmetic making, penpalling, photo and video editing, scrapbooking, stationary hobbies, stone painting
penpal journaling doodling editing



Comment: I messaged her, as I didn't get the first PC and she said she would resend. But that was weeks ago. Sorry, If I actually get the PC, I will rerate.
WoodlandBanshee rated for Dear Diary #3 on Sep 23, 2020
Comment: Thank you for sharing! Take care ❤
Comment: Yes! Health and security are very good things to have right now ^^!
Comment: I'm enjoying my cat's company too... now WOULD be a good time to have MOAR cats though ^^ :P
christy102194 rated for Expand my Vocab PC USA #32 on Aug 31, 2020
Comment: Every team needs a "bellweather"! :)
TexyDeb rated for LSRUS Summer Recipes Swap on Aug 31, 2020
Comment: I liked everything. tyvm
churlann rated for 2020 Postcard Swap #1 on Aug 22, 2020
Pei04 rated for My Playlist in July 2020 on Aug 21, 2020
Comment: Thanks for sharing your list. I love Creedence clearwater revival :)
rural0sparrow rated for My Playlist in July 2020 on Aug 20, 2020
Comment: Solid Playlist for the swap!
Comment: Thank you so much for the cute card! I am into older music too, but I love Taylor Swift!! Haven't listened to her new album at all, but I loved the song you chose!! Also threw on Flaming Lips during a little sesh and loved the beat and vibe, it had me cracking up! & def bopped along to only child lol thank you for the reccomendations <3 <3
Comment: Thank you!
Eulegirl rated for Expand my Vocab PC USA #31 on Aug 18, 2020
Comment: Thanks for the cool card and for teaching me new words!
ariestess rated for ESG: July 3-2-1 on Aug 16, 2020
Comment: Thanks for sharing!
ariestess rated for ESG: Shuffle your music #39 on Aug 16, 2020
Comment: Thanks for sharing and sorry for the late rate. I thought I'd done it already. Definitely some old faves and some new stuff to check out in Spotify!
mincymouse18 rated for My Playlist in July 2020 on Aug 15, 2020
Comment: Thank you for the great playlists. It’s been so long since I last listed to some of these bands. I used to be so into them when I was in middle school. My dad would be playing it in his car on the way home. Thanks again and hope you’re doing well.
bananais rated for My Playlist in July 2020 on Aug 14, 2020
Comment: I'm never not in the mood to listen to Creedence Clearwater Revival! :-)
suepier rated for Quick five postcard swap #3 USA on Aug 13, 2020
Comment: Thank you for the nice postcard from Colorado.
Mandaloolee rated for ESG: July 3-2-1 on Aug 12, 2020
Comment: I'm so happy for you for the good things, and my heart goes out to you about Ozzy's health...I wish our fur babies had more time on this earth, that's for sure!
Atomictea rated for ESG: Shuffle your music #39 on Aug 11, 2020
Comment: This was a solid playlist
CroLaneyL rated for A Note For You # 59 on Aug 11, 2020
Comment: Thank you so much for the card and stickers :P I really like the quote you added.

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arimails on Jul 22, 2020:

Haiku for You! Thanks for joining :)

What a lovely day/ When the sunshine is so warm/ I do enjoy this.

erinhayden on Jul 22, 2020:

Haiku for you

It's Wednesday and hot

I need a big vacation

From the quarantine


EleanB on Jul 21, 2020:

Bonus haiku

What movie to pick?

So many things to choose from.

Dracula tonight. :D

EleanB on Jul 21, 2020:

Haiku for you, July 21, 2020

Hangin' with my dog.

Hot, so we "Netflix and Chill"

With buttered popcorn.

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